So...let's cut to the chase: I'm kinda done with DeviantArt. I don't have the time, energy or general interest to stay on this site and post things or fav new artwortk. In that regard you can say that I've outgrown this site after spending more then 10 years on here.
That being said, I won't delete my acccount. I have however deleted around 80% of the stamps I've uploaded on here, either because I don't agree with the opinion expressed on them anymore, the usage of more "colorful" language from when I was younger (feels weird to say that) and was a more "edgy", anti-PC, pro-GG chucklenut who thought he knew more then he actually did. Embarassing but I learned a great deal from it now as a more chilled and matured leftist fanboy...though some edge might still be there when pertaining to certain individuals and groups (hello conservatives!).
Currently, out of sheer fucking bordedom, I'm on Tumblr again (I believe they call this Stockholm Syndrome) where I mostly just reblog fanart, memes, ecchi stuff and the occasional political thing. If you are, for some reason, interested in following me on there (don't) my username is the same as it is on here. If you want to follow me anywhere else then sorry but I don't use twitter, snapchat, facebook, tiktok or other social media besides Youtube. However, you can find me on:
Playstation: EroPandaSennin
Current Youtube Account: EroPandaSennin
Nintendo Switch: SW-3809-5848-6956
Discord (which I barely use but still): #6976 and my username is the same as it's nearly everywhere else
With all that being said, I think it's time to leave. I won't bore you with a sappy speech but know that, despite any (old or new) differences, we had some great times on here and I will remember those days fondly. I'm still gonna clean this place up a little more so I will probably see and maybe even reply to any comments left on this journal but after, unless it's morbid curiousity, I won't be coming back...probably. Anyway, time to leave myself out with an appropriate and weeby song but remember: Live Long and Allons-y!
I...have not been spending a lot of time on here have I? Hell, I haven't been spending a lot of time anywhere online aside from Youtube.and the reason for that is...I just don't have any interest right now in doing so.
Maybe it's my age (god I'm 30 now!), maybe it's because I'm busy with other things in life (work and stuff) or maybe just a current lack of interest in art and the like. Whatever the reason is I just don't have the need to be on here as much as I used to. When I get back home from work (which thanks to the pandemic means I have to work more hours which is great for my wallet but not for my mental state) I'm busy with other things that I just forget about DA and Tumblr and...sadly, also you guys. You all know about the Great Hiatus of 2017 and 2018 when I took a long break from the internet (without telling you guys, sorry) and while I've come back and spend some time here now and again it's...it never felt like before all that ya know? Especially when I started living on my own (which lead to it's own can of worms but that's a story for another time) and had to fully take care of every aspect of my life I felt less inclined to be on DA. Hell, I'm STILL trying to figure everything out (I know that sounds vague but trust me on this) and it's been 2 years of...bleh. So...I'm taking a break from here and I wanted to tell you guys upfront so that you don't have to worry about what's happening with me.
I could just delete my account though. Would make things WAY easier for me but...the thing is though that...well, I'm don't wanna leave this place, leave you guys behind. I have too many good memories here and some of my best friends, the people that I truly consider to be family, have all come from this place. And there's still much I want to do here as well. Other things just have more priority, currently at least. Once that's done I...I want to come back and get this account in order. Talk with you guys like we used to. Hell, maybe sooner then later if I get off my ass finally...
I just wanted you to let you guys know that you...you ARE my friends. You always have and always will be. So this won't be a goodbye because I do plan on returning some day. Our paths will cross again, I'm sure of that. Hopefully when I've figured things out and got my life back on track again. After this fucking pandemic is nothing more then a bad memory...Damn, I really do have a thing for being dramatic huh?
So... to all of you. Asher, Giselle, Michael, Jason and so many more. Let's meet again someday. Okay sure, I might occasionally go to Tumblr out of boredom but that would be it. Take care of yourselves. You guys have me on Switch, Skype and Discord (I should really get a headset for that so we can AT LEAST talk that way) so if there is something important you can let me know (and I might drop by to check for messages) but that's it for now. So long, stay safe and thank you for everything.
The King will return....